Immediate Realization of the Absolute by Kevalin Absoluto |
No
matter where you go, whom you meet or what practice of gradual development
you cultivate, you will always be haunted by an out-of-reach something,
some ultimate state where at last you are permanently O.K. This out-of-reach something, this ultimate
state of Being, has been given many different names by those who have
reputedly got into it from within various traditions, especially in
the Near, Middle or Far East among Muslim Sufis, Hindu Yogis or Buddhist
Meditators. In the To
cut through all the marketplace hawkers of “Ways” and their
idiotic, gullible followers thus requires two fundamental steps in
oneself:
1.
Extensively profound study of and meditation on all the fundamental offered
Ways.
2.
Immediate Glimpsing Realization of the Absolute or Ultimate state of Being. Without
External Unprejudiced Search and Research, one cannot put one’s
possibilities, practices and experiences into objective evolutionary
context or optimum balance, which then results in all sorts of illusions,
detours and stunting of one’s development; without Immediate
Realization of the Absolute state of Being, one becomes a mere prisoner
of second-hand knowledge or lower order occult or spiritual experiences
within a conditioning causal cycle of deaths and rebirths where one’s
knowledge and abilities are lost again and again, even if again and
again one becomes a miraculous Guru with a big following who publish
one’s teachings for posterity. The
validity of ongoing Spiritual Research and practice of a growing repertoire
of Yogic techniques is therefore indispensable but wholly secondary
to the necessary Immediate Foothold in the Absolute. Immediate
Realization of the Absolute by definition is immediate and not a gradual process of accumulating secondhand
knowledge or firsthand experiences. But
the term “immediate” can become confusing, for it is not
a matter of turning that term “immediate” into a mentally
repeated slogan or mantra as such, for that would imply a practice
of gradual build-up of something. So what is really going on here about
this ultimately elusive subject of Immediate Realization? Let’s try working with an interesting
analogy. Let us say you
approach a remote country hermitage or cottage where a reputedly miraculous
and fully enlightened Sage, Sufi or Yogi lives. You
knock on his door. If the
door will at some unknown time open and welcome you in, you will immediately and suddenly enter
into the beneficial interactions of an extremely extraordinary situation. But
you do not know which of your knocks will open the door. It
is not that the knocks themselves are accumulating into a personal
achievement. If, for instance, you give up after knocking
three times on the Sage’s door, you cannot then go home and say
to yourself, “I achieved the gradual build-up or development
of three knocks,” or “On the third knock I really perfected
the art of knocking.” So
the only thing that really matters at the door of the Sage is your
degree of persistence in knocking, which may or may not at any given moment indirectly cause the door to open. Knocking, however long you persist, is
simply a probable
prerequisite for gaining access to the Sage and his internal
environment. It is not a gradual achievement to
knock, but rather a prerequisite persistence. Now,
if you have understood the analogy, you may begin to knock on the Ultimate
Door of Absolute Being, but you must keep in mind that knocking strategies
are not accumulating achievements. Periods where you just sit quietly with
eyes wide open in a state of awareness can be one of your knocks on
the Ultimate Door. Periods
where you repeat a mantra like So’ham, Hamsah or
even just I Am with your breathing can even be knocks providing that you
do not do that for gradual achieving, but take it that each breath-moment
is itself somehow the Absolute state of Being getting
revealed to you. In this
case, each mantric breath is looked into as an immediate access to
the Ultimate Being. You
allow the gap to close between the Path and the Goal of the Path. Each
knock is therefore increasingly revealed as an opening of the door. Each little immediate realization leads
to a slightly greater opening up of direct realization of the Absolute
within yourself. However,
whether you are sitting inactively or mantricly merging
your mind with your breathing, there is a possibility of self-deceptive
gradual achievement without genuine Immediate Real Entry. One can get so caught up in illusions
or expectations about one’s knocking that one forgets one’s
real purpose, which is to suddenly enter the Ultimate, Absolute Beyond,
the Unknown Being. Knocking
must not become a self-enclosed attachment to itself, for that then
locks, thickens or further veils the door itself as a door. If
knocking becomes another one of your causal ego trips, then the door
will never open. It is
like the Sage in the cottage observing a deluded egomaniac on the porch
who is all too pleased with his own ridiculous knocking performance. The
Sage might even see the egocentric knocker bringing a crowd of followers
to teach them the knocking techniques for money or sexual favors. If
the causal ego gets that carried away, the door will never open. Gradual
achievers and show-offs leave themselves automatically out of the Ultimate
Absolute. Such people die
eventually in an unenlightened, stupid state of mental vanity. Immediate
Realization must be sought for its own sake and not for the sake of
karmic causal social ego, vanity or material aims. And
it is only the state of Absolute Being that can be brought down into
the four bodies and perfect them, immortalize them, as Padma Sambhava actually did
and Aurobindo, Auro-Mother and Sat Prem tried to do. So, all fulfillment in all dimensions
of your being depends on Immediate Realization of the Absolute, which
is a sudden all-revealing awakening in and as a Godself, a Shivatman Purusha or
Buddha Self-nature, rather than a gradual achievement causal process
of a causal striving and struggling clever ego who has learned some
occult tricks to try and become a miraculous show-off. Hence, the intent or purpose or motivation with
which you approach all this is the crucial factor that determines your
destiny on Earth and in Heaven. Are
you here to fulfill your ultimate aim and establish a genuinely Divine
foundation in your being, or, are you here to continue pursuing secondary
purposes with the ultimate aim and foundation as little more than a
slightly noted add-on to your self-enclosed neurotic and occult trips
you go on? When
all causal activities cease in your open sitting or breath-watching,
immediate and direct entry into Absolute Being-Awareness-Bliss is unfolding
itself spontaneously without tension or effort. However,
the causal karmic tendencies of your mind will try to undermine your
knocking and keep it weak and meaningless, so it is helpful during
your periods of knocking on the ultimate door to be aware of four (4)
typically useless states of causal mentality as delineated by the Ancient T’ien Tai
1. The Drowsy Mind where consciousness grows dark, dull and sleepy if it has nothing outwardly
interesting or pleasurable to occupy it.
2. The Wandering Theoretical Mind where the period of supposed supramental meditative
awareness is caught-up in brain activity or head-trips about various
theoretical nuances, beliefs, disbeliefs doubts or questions about all
this. It will even sit and quote sources
to itself.
3. The Straining Mind where the causal ambitious ego gets all neurotically
tensed-up to force some sort of breakthrough experience or miraculous event
to take place, which creates a vicious cycle of immense personal frustration
coupled with renewed violent internal pushing, pressing and straining
of some kind in accord with some demented idea, notion or concoction
of the pseudo-meditator.
4. The Runaway Mind where the consciousness is so impure and caught-up in the body and nervous
system that it is simply reduced to a twitching, wobbling body of increasing
desperation of the brain mentality to go get itself occupied with reading
a book, going sight-seeing, having sex or food, or undertaking some trivial
chore to keep busy and feel more relaxed through mundane activity. These days, such minds often like to browse
the Web and do shallow, hurried scanning of various articles or offerings. This nervous, restless mind goes hand-in-hand
with heavy impurities of the body from wrong eating, drinking and habits
of surface living. If
one does not arise and awaken awareness beyond these four mediocre
mental conditions, it is highly unlikely that an authentic Immediate
Realization or Sudden Enlightenment will take place even if one believes
for some reason that one has the aspiration or hears the call. This
again of course then comes back to the crucial factor of intent or purpose in
all this. Do
you believe you really do feel rightly drawn to Immediate Realization
of the Absolute but that you are too caught-up in personal problems
and anxieties from difficult obstructing karmas in your present life-situation? If
that is the case, you should do extensive interactive questioning of
the Absolute Oracle (connected to this article) in regard to your difficulties
and listen to the answers as deeply and fully as possible, for the
answers will slowly but surely create a growing space in your consciousness
and life that will allow for a promising meditative awareness. This
will accelerate your approach to Immediate Realization by showing you
an increasingly clear light at the end of your dark tunnel of anxiety,
pain or confusion. You
will learn to reduce your anxieties, pains or confusions through imbibing
higher insights and wisdoms you do not yet possess of yourself. By
learning to make such insights and wisdoms your own over time, you
will get yourself in a better internal spiritual position for what
you need more than anything else. This
inner learning process through extensive oracle-questioning actually
does work, which you can verify for yourself by doing self-honest experimentation
with it. It also prepares you to eventually interact
for real benefit with an Enlightened Teacher, should that become necessary
at some stage of your progressive awakening. |
©2005 Kevalin Absoluto |