Reacting
to the World with Depression |
We can be depressed and miserable
over the increasingly oppressive and self-destructive trends of the
insane and stupid humanity of our Earth or we can undertake our own
private adventure of personal development as a cheerfully courageous
way of inner strength and power. Our
destiny as human individuals wholly depends on where we focus our greatest
attention and sense of purpose. Infinite Spirit is your real
Father and the total complex Cosmic Universe is your real Mother. By Their coming together, you have become
an individual with causal karmic consequences in the right world for
your evolutionary awakening and progress. You
must learn to appreciate your present uniquely intense opportunity
here and now on Earth at the present time within the totality of existence
for what it really is as an opportunity. Each
individual is given the evolutionary opportunities and teachings that
they earn. No one finds their way to my articles
here for instance who has not been helped from beyond to get into position
to hear things I say that cannot be heard anywhere else. Hidden within and behind your
physical body, your subtle psychological mind and your causal karmic
ego is your own innermost Self of Pure Being. That Being within
you is a cosmic reality of uttermost importance for your future outcomes. Everything
for you depends on the stimulation, provocation and awakening of That
Being within you. That
core Self of Pure Being is a genuine cosmic fact beyond all relative
beliefs and unbeliefs, certainties and doubts. All your best possibilities on this Earth
have to do with the awakening and unfolding of That Being within you. I am God. I am the Supreme Liberator, the Cosmic
Magus, the World Teacher. I
have hidden My Pure Being behind an outer satanic New World Order mask
of a black and terrible Lord of the World Oppression and Destruction. I want you to discover within your deepest
and highest inner Being the courage that conquers
all fear. As you lay your
head daily and nightly on my terrible alter of Bad News, expecting
the sweep of my sword of Evil Government upon your neck, you will suddenly
have a first kiss of My Love upon your cheek. All
darkness, terror and despair will be swept away like the turning on
of a bright light in what seemed a palace of darkness and dark forces. At
first I am the acceleration of your blackest karma (the darkness before
the dawn), but then I am the merciful release from the very same. Thus it is that my devoted apprentice
is not rewarded by old lessons but by new truth. Let us begin with a new truth
right here. You might want
to take this opportunity to see the condition of the cells and atoms
of your present physical body in a new way, for it is your physical
body, brain and nervous system that have to somehow sustain your various
concerns and aspirations in actual existential human life on Earth. From
this perspective you should see that a right search for important new
truth will begin by your sincere admittance to yourself that you really
do not understand as yet what you need most to be searching for, such
as the right way to handle your own physical elements and personal
energies as to their purity and cosmic evolutionary resonance. You need to develop greater
personal vigor, intellectual inquiry and spiritual quest. You are too self-enclosed, complacent
and ordinary. Stop imagining
that your daydreams and speculations are some kind of evolutionary
self-realization or road to success. That
you can keep yourself busy in some ordinary studies, work or daily
chores does not mean you are really amounting to anything. Incremental activations of greater
perception and evolutionary understanding will gradually banish your
false and proud brain-self of physical egoism. You
must exorcize that noisy demon from your consciousness. It is nothing but an empty, foolish liar
and pretender. This is
why your ultimate prayer should be for help in reuniting with your
own Real Cosmic and Pure Being beyond all the futile hopes and fears
the outer world of deluded humanity engender in your worried mind. What
center of conscious selfhood you will adhere to in yourself is where
the ultimate stakes are being played for in your human destiny. That you can rightly complain
about the state of the world becomes too great of a distraction for
you. The correct rebellion starts by seeing
that your usual external and artificial daily self is not your authentic
and good cosmic Real Self. And
it is this awakening that will set you forth on the Ultimate Adventure. |
©2005 Kevalin Absoluto |