If your personal existence is not viable, you cannot store up enough personal power, which includes the genuine integrity of a Stalker, to make use of Spirit information.  If I tell you that I was in Mexico the other day and was drawn to a gas station where I ran into the Death Defier and discovered that She/He was driving about Mexico with Carol Tiggs, Florinda Grau and Taisha Abelar as Her/His passengers, what would you do with it?  What would you understand?  And if I told you that She showed me Her pussy when She got back in the driver seat of the car?  Why do you suppose She did that?  And what would you think if I told you that the Death Defier and Her/His three companions have been unfolding a mobile pattern out-of-reach of the seekers who seek them?  Would you understand what that is really about?  Being greedy for the latest “news” about the doings of the Greater Naguals can give you social excitement with others about all this but your “Occult” Tonal will not make you viable nor will it get you direct access to the Nagual World.  I could describe that car, but I would never do that to Her/Him, for that would just add to the social burden of Her/Him, which would then add to mine!  The Nagual requires Freedom, Mobility, on all planes of existence.  So why seek information you cannot make real use of?  Of course, as you must know, any information you clearly receive in Heightened Awareness is useless if you do not have the personal power to remember it.  When Alien Abductees cannot remember their contacts with “Aliens”, has their not been an induced shift in their Assemblage Point?  “Abduction” means fundamentally that the normal abductee has had their Assemblage Point, their position of consciousness, “abducted”!  So, the car driven by the Death Defier has the same cosmic status as a UFO.  Do you have the personal power to understand such a thing?

What do you really want in your heart from the Path of the Nagual Seers or the Death Defier Who made them the most important Nagual grouping as such in Mexico?  If your interest and involvement with it all is inwardly weak and confused with muddy intent, all you can do is talk Nagualism with other socially imprisoned people who cannot shift their assemblage point either.

The Nagual said it: “Heightened Awareness is the portal of Intent.”

Even the emergence of Heightened Awareness is virtually impossible to explain.  For me, it has always been a peculiar feeling that has swept over me when the higher and deeper magical memories have been triggered into a subtler sense of magical familiarity.  Sometimes, because it is also “dreaming awake”, certain important dreams are recollected and understood afresh.  My magical life of Spirit loves to remember itself.  It is virtually the Rule of the Spirit that if you haven’t got it, you can’t get it.  If you have also experienced this awesome fact, we are going to get along fine in the Subtle World, but if you have no direct experience of it or of that sweeping feeling of Presence-of-Spirit, you will be unable to connect in Spirit with me or any other people-of-personal-power, least of all with extreme people-of-personal-power such as the Death Defier, Matsyendra, Gorakhnath or Agastya Muni.

Power only directly instructs those She has chosen.  If you do not have Magical Initiative, which is Nagual Intent, it is because Power has protected you from it because you are not yet viable.  So what is viability?  You start ridding yourself of indulgences and social relations that you know in your heart are debilitating you and keeping the Spirit away, which leaves you without your own directly magical life and experiencing.