When
one reads the Amy Wallace ”revelations” about the
Carlos Castaneda ”cult”, one notices that the whole
thing is about the Tonal or external social self of Carlos
Castaneda and not about the Nagual or internal Spirit
self of Carlos Castaneda. Amy
Wallace discloses her stuck position of her assemblage point as a voluntary participant
in mutual sexual exploitation of her Tonal with the Tonal of
Carlos Castaneda. Her
book is a gossip sheet written by the Tonal for all superficial Tonals who have been or are into Carlos Castaneda. She
shows all the personal problems of someone “trapped in
a cult”, but shows us nothing about the Nagual Way of the New Seers of Mexico. She
shows us that she tried the
Recapitulation exercise, which she could not realize. She appears to have had no access to Heightened
Awareness, never learned effective Stalking or Dreaming, and never fathomed
the meaning of Intent.
Amy
Wallace’s book is not about Carlos Castaneda as the New Nagual, nor is it about
the Ancient Way of the Naguals. That Carlos Castaneda was a womanizer
and a former C.I.A. assassin does not mean that his Teacher,
Juan Matus or his Benefactor, Genaro Flores,
were ridiculous, unreal or undeveloped people following a reprehensible
path. That Carlos was a flawed being does not
mean his books reveal nothing of significant esoteric developments. La Gorda was
also a flawed being who died at Castaneda’s house in
an intensely energetic fit of Tonal egomania that her Nagual/Spirit
could not handle, but this colossal personal failure of hers
does not mean her Spirit had made no progress at all. When
she reincarnates, she will do better next time. The
progress and development of any Nagual or Spirit cannot be
judged by the brain centered social ego or Tonal, whether of
Amy Wallace or any other well-known personage or self-appointed
expert in the sociological field. Only Naguals can see what
is going on with Naguals.
The
only sad thing about Carlos Castaneda’s personally intense
fucking is that he did not know how to fully connect with Xoxonapo,
the Death Defier, and learn how to
go on fucking for three thousand years. So
now he must wander as a frustrated, unhappy ghost in the Bardo of
Unhappy Ghosts, as the Tibetans describe it. Robert Monroe also clearly describes what
is called “the Pile” on the other side where deceased
men and women, all very horny for one another, try to have
sex with their appealing subtle bodies, their subtle doubles,
but can never get the necessary physical sensations that require
actual physical bodies. The
physical body dies, but desire is subtler and does not die.
The
Amy Wallace book reveals a few of genuinely interesting details
from the Nagual point of view, but those in spite of herself. Amy Wallace will make money from her book
and have all sorts of Tonal opportunities as a famous person, but she is nowhere in
genuine spiritual development of any kind whatsoever, which
is obvious to anyone who can see. What is also
amazing is that she was effectively stalked by Muni Alexander, Florinda Grau and Taisha Abelar,
who managed to vacate the Cult Situation and retire into the
Way of the Naguals in Mexico with the presiding genius of
the Death Defier to guide them. In the world of the Naguals, their story
is not finished. In
the world of the Tonals, it is Amy
Wallace’s story that is finished. Everyone
focuses the story they deserve.
Carlos
Castaneda could not bring Amy Wallace into his inner world
through fucking her and ordering her around. That
was his horny Tonal clouding his judgment. More
than once he would try to bring one of his girlfriends into
direct connection with the Old Nagual, Juan Matus, and he was
always refused. Again and again that maneuver was rejected
totally. The full-blown Naguals never accept Volunteers. Carlos was always trying to break that
protocol. Building
up a cult of Volunteers rather
than forming a Nagual Party of Spirit-Selected Beings was
his fatal error. When
Amy Wallace describes to us her fellow Volunteers-of-the-cult, their obviously
weak and selfish natures (cracked gourds) show us why the Nagual
Rule about No
Volunteers is valid and will always be valid. An extremely interesting parallel to this
rule comes out in Andre Tarkovsky’s film, Stalker. Early in the film, the Stalker meets with Writer,
who he has agreed to bring into The Zone. Writer wants to bring a beautiful but
shallow woman he had just met into The Zone as well. The Stalker then simply tells the woman
to go away. The
woman then goes off in an insulted huff. Everything
about sexually recruited volunteers is right there in that
scene, if you want to really look at it.
What
is most needed about Carlos Castaneda and the Way of the Naguals in
a profound examination of The Definitive Journey, which has
to do with the goal of Freedom and Full Awareness, which comes from Lighting
the Fire From Within in order
to “Dart past the Eagle to be free”. This
has been defined as a culmination of the Third Attention. But according to ancient Buddhist sages
of China, this is a
pseudo-liberation where the Mind can maintain an higher
dimensional Ego Position in the “Dead Void”. They
would say that even if a Nagual stays there in the Third Attention for “84,000 years” (a
symbolic number, as Eighty-Four means Karmic Ego), sooner or later the Karmic
Ego will have to come down out of that cosmic cul-de-sac and
get physically reborn to learn to progress to the Fourth Attention and even
the Fifth
Attention. Of
course, Xoxonapo, the Death Defier, knows the Naguals are “prisoners
of power” in the Third Attention. For
the average Tonal who
has not got to the Nagual in the Second and Third Attentions,
this ultimate overriding issue doesn’t even arise, but
later it becomes incredibly large and decisive. The Way of the Naguals is
therefore only a transitional path, a bridge of sorts, between stupid normalcy
of the physical social self and yet higher potentials significantly
beyond the Naguals. Real
Freedom begins in the Fourth Attention, which is Divine. Juan Matus and his party get an E-for-effort,
but their result is not as final and eternal as they are convinced. But someone like Amy Wallace or modern
anti-cult sociologists would never have the slightest clue
about what is really going on about Naguals. For one thing, they are never going to
meet the Death Defier, which is the
key to the whole thing.
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