If
you have made some solitary progress in becoming a genuine Nagual, then you must teach
your Tonal, your social self of the everyday world of endless human
folly, to be a Warrior-traveler of Spirit Integrity, which means you
stop going into shock and dismay every time you discover yet
again that some petty and all-too-normal person cannot perceive
or appreciate your secret knowledge, your amazing personal
adventures in the higher attentions or the genuine insights
you have developed about all this over the years. Think about this: what is the thing bubbling
and pressuring you within your own Tonal that makes you believe you even need certain
immature, foolish and undeveloped people to recognize, appreciate
and attempt to awkwardly and stupidly exploit you or form a
personal dependency on you? What
would their acknowledgement and appreciation be worth? If
worthless, unprepared voluntary exploiters were to admire you and try to follow
you in your brand of Nagual Shamanism, what could you actually
show to such blind, indecisive, confused and selfish people
that they could actually see and
make real and right use of? Where would
they sincerely allow you to lead them the moment
the ensuing situation is uncomfortable to them and does not
match their own useless opinions and “understandings” about
all this?
I want
you to be unmistakably clear in the Totality of Yourself that it is fundamentally self-defeating and uncontrolled folly to actually
manage to impress and influence worthless people. Look at what
has happened to Miguel
Ruiz, Merilyn Tunneshende and other outer
cult leaders who bloat their over-inflated Tonals as
popular attractors of silly, gullible and worthless people
who will never in a million years become Naguals of
Spirit Freedom. Expansion
of your shamanistic Tonal only
drowns your Nagual Spirit in the folly of blind, normal sociological turmoil. So
your real problem is not how to attract immature volunteers, but how to avoid them, to repel them. You must only help out the genuine potential Nagual whom
the Spirit brings you, just as Castaneda was brought to Don Juan, and Don
Juan to Don Julian, and Don Julian to Don Elias, and Don Elias
to Don Rosendo, and so on, which is the viability and strength of
Spirit-selected lineage. This is
your attunement to the Edifice of Intent, the Active Side of Infinity. Do not forget this! Remember that you must at all times be
a Stalker,
a Master of Controlled Folly. Look
how Tunneshende is all New Age Dreaming and Healing without Stalking and Nagual Freedom. Instead of losing self-importance, she
and her followers only increase it and cultivate it. No valid and viable new lineage can emerge through any Nagual-connected person who is ever seeking ways to get people
to hear them, to be impressed, and to answer the advertisement
and try to follow. That
all sorts of contacts of yours have failed to be impressed by you is an immense advantage
for your Spirit. The
real operational Spirit-fact for you is that none of those foolish idiots actually
impress you. They are not Real people,
which means they would only suck you dry in your endless efforts
to get them into a heightened awareness and energetic state
they just haven’t got in them.
It
was not directly cancer that killed Carlos Castaneda; it was his debilitating
group situations where he was trying to make a business out
of transmitting the Magical Passes through Tensegrity. Tensegrity killed
Carlos Castaneda. Whoever
leads come-one come-all group classes in anything is doomed and damned, for
that opens the doors to the Hell of Tonal Expansion at the
cost of the Spirit. The
Magical Passes are a wonderful, indispensable thing, but group
work with the immature should be avoided.
All
of us who have benefited so greatly from the Castaneda books
on the teachings and methods of the Naguals of
Mexico owe it to ourselves to not go the way of Tonal expansion
and cult-building in all this. The Bird of Freedom is not for sale! Whoever tries to sell the Bird of Freedom
loses their freedom and becomes vainglorious food for the Eagle,
another recycled human being who didn’t make it to anything
Real and Permanent.
The
invisible network of lone Naguals can
and will take all this farther as Inheritors. This
is our sacred duty to ourselves, not
to try to impress and gather useless volunteers.
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