Though
humanity has to be stupid and insane, you do
not have to be stupid and insane. Human
beings on the whole are weak and empty, lacking in real individuality. If you are a real individual,
you can be aware of anything in your present being that is
stupid and insane. This
very awareness will set you free for more intelligent inquiry
and action that are characteristic of a higher and more dynamic
life that does not just drift in conformity to the societal
normalcy that is being led to destruction by their stupid and
insane leaders.
Whatever
your destiny, your karmic path through life, you have a choice as to what level
in your being you confront it with. The higher the level in yourself with which you process the world
and other people, the more rapidly you exhaust your karmas
and generate alternative opportunities for yourself beyond
the mechanisms of karmic destiny.
The
most important step in destiny-control is to awaken greater
awareness beyond your usual stupid insanity. Your
usual stupid insanity is kept going by your daydreaming. Can you see this? When you are daydreaming, you do not see
that you are inwardly asleep, that you are letting yourself
drift toward personal difficulty and disaster. Through
daydreaming you lose your individuality, you
evaporate into the dark, heavy clouds of ordinary frustration,
helplessness about the world, anxiety, depression and useless
anger. It is through
your daydreaming that you neglect your necessary self-care,
your health and your self-improvement. Will
you therefore now wake-up to the full truth and awareness of
your daydreaming?
As
a daydreamer you can be a member of a family, you can identify
with your relatives, you can coddle your personal history of familiar
family stupidity and insanity, the peculiar genetic lineage
coming down from the physical, bodily past. As
an awakening individual, you are introducing a discontinuity
in the past, a surprising emergence with a life and destiny
of your own; you are no longer a member of a family, a community,
a society of even a nation; you are a global explorer; you
can even contemplate humanic life
on other worlds as possibly more intelligent and less insane
than ordinary human life on Earth; you begin to understand
what the Buddhist Siddhas called, “the
realm of the Dakinis”.
As
you begin to truly awaken and move beyond normalcy, beyond
membership in the ordinary patterns of stupidity, insanity
and futility, you experience inevitable confusion and a sense
of isolation. You
then seek a miraculous guide, a superhuman human somewhere,
as well as associates and a situation on a higher level for
satisfaction of needs and life-support. This
then can lead you into error, into misjudgment and debilitating
entanglement with a false and incomplete guide and involvement
with members of a cult who are, in their own peculiar way,
just as stupid and insane as ordinary members of society, but
with the mere addition of some exotic beliefs, environments
or ways of behaving that have nothing much to do with genuine
higher awareness, learning or development. These
kind of mistaken involvements are invariably rooted in old
personal stupidities and insanities that have not been seen
and corrected. There
are many ways that your beginner’s awakening can be distracted
and sent on a prolonged detour. In
fact, this is part of what you have to wake up from. There are unusual and rather occult forms of daydreaming for people
who blindly seek and imagine they have found a genuine road
of association with the miraculous, the occultly advanced. Exotic forms of mutual daydreaming are
available. They
are cults; they are authoritarian
exclusive traditions.
If
you are aware of the danger of false guides, of cults and exclusive
traditions, you may of course try to shun all guides and spiritual
associations; you may try to tough it out in proud, argumentative
isolation, criticizing anyone or anything you have met or even
heard of. But various
kinds of personal stupidity and insanity can possess and control
you in this way also. In
fact, it tends to degenerate into a return to normalcy, to
daydreaming and self-neglect, to drifting in stagnation and
a kind of bitter cynicism. One can be, for instance, “liberated
from a cult” but fail to be liberated from one’s
own debilitating faults, false virtues, weaknesses, ignorance,
lack of crucial studies and practices, and, especially, one’s learning disabilities.
Do
you understand yourself in all this? Do
you know what your real spiritual strengths and weaknesses,
dangers and opportunities actually are? Or
do you just pretend you know yourself in order to keep going
in a certain pattern of life that you have achieved with some
difficulty, some struggles and adjustments?
You
are here on Earth at this time not just for your personal miraculous
development but to do your God-given work of service to the
whole of higher human evolution. Can
you see that no form of seemingly advanced daydreaming and laziness is going to get the job done? Can
you recognize your own right work and do it? And
can you do that work without making it into an escape from
overriding issues, investigations and necessary self-improvements
or meditations beyond mere self-enclosing daydreams or just
keeping busy? If
one is not doing one’s right work; if one is not living
a spiritually dynamic life of work, study, tantric intensification
and genuine meditative awareness; one will just stupidly rot
in personal stagnation, in complaining and all-too-normal escapism.
Are
you aware that you do not have to impress others, to socially
gain or “be somebody”? Society,
which includes the social spiritual
scene, will always try to tell you that you must become impressive
in some way. Yet
you can be spiritually anonymous and not be anybody at all
in the eyes of society, of most people, and yet be both successful
and developmental. Can
you see the importance of this, of learning to work and associate
behind the scenes without joining the illusory mirage of the
respectable worldly people or the silly and futile nonsense
of the spiritual show-offs? Do
you see the significance of personal integrity, of being a
real human being who does not cultivate false relationships
with false people either in the worldly field or the spiritual
field? Can you
see that any false relationship about anything only reinforces
your stupidity, insanity and daydreaming?
If
you have been giving deep enough attention to all this, you know you
are waking up to some new decisions you have to make about
yourself and your life. This
means that whatever answers you are given, whatever teachings
impress you, you must still look with your own eyes, feel with
your own experiencing. The
more you see and experience directly for and within yourself,
the stronger you will be in doing the necessary actions about
what you see and experience. This
is the necessary awakening of a greater personal dynamic, which
will be your new and more promising way forward. And
this is the only way to participate in higher cosmic connectivity
beyond all the dull normalcy, pretence and futility of empty,
silly and lazy people who surround you at times in various
walks of life; this is the only way beyond encounters with
smug, arrogant and misleading other people, with false guides
and pretenders; this is the only way beyond the stagnating
complainers and the avoiders of real responsibility. |