You are now listening
to this note. But
what is the quality of your listening? Do you understand
this question? Your listening is in question, which means
you are now looking at your listening
and maybe even looking into your
listening. Yet there is a regression here.
What is the quality of your looking into
your listening? This means
you can be looking at your looking and
so on. There is an infinite regress. Mental self-evaluation
seems to be able to “stand back” again and again
within your mind. So the mind can play tricks on itself
of pulling back to pretend to be an astute self-evaluator. But
no real self can be found in the mind, which is how the farce
of self-evaluation gets perpetrated. That is why questioning
you about the quality of your listening and of your looking
into that is going to be useless. You are therefore no longer
asked about these useless things. Just go on to the next note,
if you like.
You are now reading this note with
some unknown quality of listening and looking. Your mind is
here as some sort of attention you are giving to all this.
That you cannot give complete, total attention to this or
anything else is obvious. Nothing can be done for you in this
regard, so go on to the next note.
It does not matter how you read this note. We are more concerned that our fully intelligent readers get
what they need from this note. As
for you, there is nothing to be done
here but to decide to read the next note.
If you are a Divine being, I apologize for writing this note. If you are not a Divine being, you should
apologize for reading this note.
This note is about your pathetic
refusal to enter into heightened awareness after reading it.
Something incredibly new
and different is creeping into the notes now. Are you
aware of it? On the other hand, it probably does not matter
that you are not
more aware. When have you ever
been able to do something real about yourself? This note
is just not going to do anything for you,
so go on to the next note.
Why not just quickly glance at this note
and pass on to the next?
There is hardly any point in trying to go deeply into this note.
Here is yet another note with nothing
much to offer.
It should be obvious that you have reached a limit on what
you can get from notes. This very
note surely makes it clear.
Please do not expect too much from this note.
Let’s face it: you
are up against a wall in all this, which your experience
with this note
brings out fully.
Just read this note as best you
can, then stare into space a little with a perplexed look on
your face, followed by quickly going on to the next note.
If you were to give up on truly understanding this note,
no one could blame you.
It is O.K. that you do not have enlightenment or a great
personal awakening from your confrontation with this note.
Very few readers awaken with this particular
note.
This note cannot do anything for
a reader on your level of aspiration.
You will never really want to know what went wrong when you
tried to understand this acutely
precise note.
It is expected that you cannot see what is really going-on
in all this. You have always been blocked by your assumptions
about yourself. But that is O.K. because you are
not a significant reader. Your concerns
and reactions in all this have no real weight.
This note has progressed far beyond
you and your little group there. That you have been left behind
is perfect however for someone on your level, so it is best
that you just work it out as best you can. It is better than
nothing.
You will probably not
get much of anything from all this, but it doesn’t
hurt for you to try a little now and then, if that is what
you feel like doing. So, why not just go on to the next note
with confidence that you don’t really need a
great awakening right now?
It would be highly misleading for anyone to
promise you a “great awakening” from reading this note
or those to follow. So please do not build-up any useless hopes
or expectations in all this.
You cannot possibly read this note
the way it should be read, so don’t even try.
This note-session
has to come to an end at this time, but it doesn’t
matter much because you are
not the kind of reader where something is at stake in the outcome.
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