Sometimes one has to read something so interesting, so arresting, that
one is no longer in a hurry to rush on to the next statement. If one can receive a powerfully unique
insight that has developed itself to the point of expression
in a truly intelligent mind, that very act of mental appreciation
becomes timeless, like a ship anchoring in the harbour
of a strange island in an uncharted ocean. Thoughtful reading, to put it simply,
is not in order to memorize on the one hand nor to get
things read and done with on the other hand. Neither
memorization nor rapid finishing with the material can
savour its essence. To savour the essence and allow it to
creatively combine with one's own deepest and most persistent
discoveries is the real voyage of profoundly satisfying
philosophy and meditation.
One
reads the way one lives. Look carefully at how you read and you
will awaken to the truth of how you live. The
more delicious the meal, the less hurry to eat it. To consume a book renders it tasteless;
it shreds the true meaning of the work and packs it into
dead sausages that add only bulk to the diet without nutrition.
To
feed one's intelligence is not an unpleasant, onerous task
to get done to have more time for other things; to feed
one's intelligence is one of the more important other things.
To
read a thoughtful work in a thoughtless manner is worse
than crude: It
is a self-defeating action of a self-defeating life. It is the equivalent to setting off on
a sight-seeing tour through a wondrous new country but
remain asleep in the backseat of the car, as if one is
too tired to be truly alive and conscious. It
is like saying, "wake me up when we get there", when in
fact the whole point of awakening is for the growth that
comes with movement, not the rubber stamp that seals the
ending of a journey one has not really been on. Those
who wish to remain asleep in a rushing vehicle of life
are the same as dead already. The
death of the average human being is like the announcement
of a train conductor that they are at the end of a journey
they have not been on.
Now,
if we have understood the issue of how we
read, there still remains the further issue of what to read. Many people will read all kinds of books
on all sorts of subjects without a real ability to learn. Learning requires a correct orientation. Without right orientation there is no
foundation for the reader to say, "This is profound" or "That
is superficial". So
even though one might aspire to get into deep savouring
of something, the right something is a decisive factor.
The
most deeply important books are written for individuals
who have a certain kind of intention or aspiration. They
are not written for just anyone even if just anyone is
free to purchase a book and try to read it. There
has to be a certain kind of attunement or resonance with
the material of knowledge if we really expect to profit
from it. Hence,
those who read something merely to "check it out" and "see
if it has something" are usually left out of the very thing
they imagine they have "read". If
we read a book on Zen without an aspiration to have an
awakening of extraordinary consciousness, why are we bothering? If we read a book on the Sufi way but
are not interested in developing telepathic receptivity
or psychic learning ability, why are we bothering? If
we are reading philosophy books of Martin Heidegger but
we are not trying to learn how to do genuine original thinking
about the meaning of being, why are we bothering?
Reading only connects to our learning and self-development if we
are coming to it from an authentic centre of learning and
development within ourselves. If
we are reading merely out of idle curiosity or a spurious
desire to show off to others that we have read this or
that impressive work, we are not going to get very far. A
donkey stabled in a library does not become educated.
Reading
certain crucial books from various traditions and philosophies
is indispensable for our learning and development, but
our choices must not be superficially random, such as when
we automatically read something because a friend recommends
it. If the friend is not on a real personal
path of effective learning and development, what are their
recommendations really worth?
There
is a pattern of original thinking and higher consciousness
on our planet, but those who nose about in pieces of the
pattern without concern for the total way the pieces of
the pattern are actually interacting with one another are
creating a recipe for confusion and pretence. We
are either seeking total truth or we are not seeking
truth at all, but are just consuming books in the same way we
consume foods, clothing or equipment. We
can put books in our cart from Amazon.com in the same state
from which we order music CDs of the world's music. We
read a lecture by Chögyam Trungpa the same way we
listen to a CD with Tibetan chanting and trumpeting. It
gets us in an exotic occult mood. We
thus reduce our spiritual aspiration to consumerist entertainment. And if we keep this up, we may never register
that we are never hearing thoughts or receiving vibratory
energy to any developmental degree. Consumers
do not develop—they just consume. It
does not matter much what books or websites we like or
do not like when all we are doing is shopping. To get clear about this is our most important
next step on our journey through human life.